Sad Day.

Hey guys..

Today's been one hell of a day. I've been an emotional wreck for the majority of it, but I did manage to get some nice photo's before all the emotions came into play.

Right, so first off, we have a very very very cheeky little man. He was running around with his car giggling away this morning. He loves cars and whenever he sees one he needs to point out that the car is there, haha. 

Then he decided once he'd finished with his car that he was going to do some reading, so he did exactly that, right in the middle of the hallway. 

All went quiet for a little while when I was getting ready, and I snuck round the corner to see what he was up to, and this is what I found! He was dancing away on his bed. 

So I nabbed him and made him get photo's with us.. Me him and Gareth, although Gareth is half cut out but ah well. (: 

Then him and Uncle Gareth were carefully examining the car. (:

And once photo sessions were over, I snuck in again because he'd gone quiet again, and turns out, he decided to empty his entire bookshelf! He's so cheeky, but I love him to pieces.

Now, the reason I'm such an emotional wreck today is because Gareth has gone out to France to work, and he left today, and I won't see him now for another 5 months. I know it will make our relationship stronger being apart so long, and I also know he loves doing the work he does, so I'm happy for him, but I'm going to miss him so much, and when it came to saying goodbye, I, of course, was in floods of tears.. It took about 15 - 20 minutes of him coaxing to get me to let go of him so he could actually go off to wait for his coach. I managed to get this shot of us this morning while Cody was pre-occupied, and I really love it, so I thought I'd share it with you guys. 

There are other things happening in my life at the moment that is making it such a difficulty, but I won't go into detail on here and bore you all. This is why I've been so inactive though, because so much is happening at the moment that I haven't had the time or the energy, and I've had a lot of down moments lately, so much so that we concluded I must be suffering from some form of depression. 

But enough of that, I'm going to head now and leave you guys to it. I'll try to get on again soon. Love you all so very much.

Dormy Saz